using my old blog now...
www.m-elle.blogspot.com

fast update...
since my blog is semi dead...
and no one reads it anymore...
lol..
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surprisingly, i still miss my ex-schoolmates...
i have no idea why...
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i tuition from 3 to 10... and my back hurts like shit
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i feel like a beggar now.. begging for money from friends...
dont get the wrong idea,
i meant that i 'volunteered' myself to help collect donations for children in GAZa,....
how ironic, right?
i hate children, yet i am helping them..
omg!!!
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do i have a sad face?
sobs....
ppl say i do..
celaka mother nature..
why give me such a sad face!!!
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xoxo michi

tell me im frozen,
what can i do???.
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alright....
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and tears dont fall...
and crash around me...
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shut up shut up shut up
dont wanna hear it
get out get out get out
of my way
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~confessions of a 'sampah' bitch

oh god... i guess it's true what sh said...
i truly am 'sampah'
(lol... it doesnt mean rubbish.. it means like... orang kampung)
it's so sad... being born to a pair of strict parents who only cares about your academic performance... not your social life...
they seem to neglect the fact that, I, their child, needs a
L.I.F.E
Loads of Interesting and Fun Experience
lol...
and i also would like to speak up about other ppl who share the same fate as me...
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oh wait... i think im the only 17 year old with this shitass issue, right?
agh... it sucks...
oh well...

it sucks when you watch your friends
going out...
having fun...
laughing about...
shopping around...
drinking and clubbing...
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while you stay at home... *apparently* supposed to be studying when you are actually drawing circles in your add maths book.
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while secretly cursing your parents under your breath because of their idiocracy...
at thinking that staying at home equals studying...
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how i wish for the days when i do not need to be caged up...
seriously, how am i supposed to survive and actually HAVE other friends when i am always locked up like a prisoner?
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agh...
oh well, looks like there will be huge argument at the end of this year

xoxo...
michi...

hwo does it feel to be flying
then in a flash of a second. your wings were torn out?
agh...
i feel so shitty today...
i felt so... stupid
dumb

idiots rule the world!

proof that humans are getting more idiotic every day

even the simplest and most logical and basic instructions have to be written out... don't get me?

read this:

On Sears hairdryer:
Do not use while sleeping.
(Gee, that's the only time I have to work on my hair!)

On a bag of Fritos:
You could be a winner! No purchase necessary. Details inside.
(The shoplifter special!)

On a bar of Dove soap:
Directions: Use like regular soap.
(and that would be how?)

On some Swann frozen dinners:
Serving suggestion: Defrost.
(But it's *just* a suggestion!)

On a hotel provided shower cap in a box:
Fits one head.
(The big one or the little one?)

On Tesco's Tiramisu dessert:(printed on bottom of the box)
Do not turn upside down.
(Too late! You lose!)

On Marks & Spencer Bread Pudding:
Product will be hot after heating.
(Are you sure??? Let's experiment.)

On packaging for a Rowenta iron:
Do not iron clothes on body.
(But wouldn't that save more time?)
(Whose body?)

On Boot's Children's cough medicine:
Do not drive car or operate machinery.
(We could do a lot to reduce the rate of construction accidents if we just kept those 5 year olds off those fork lifts.)

On Nytol sleep aid:
Warning: may cause drowsiness.
(One would hope!)

On a string of Chinese-made Christmas lights:
For indoor or outdoor use only.
(As opposed to use in outer space.)

On a Japanese food processor:
Not to be used for the other use.
(Now I'm curious.)

On Sainsbury's peanuts:
Warning: contains nuts.
(but no peas?)

On an American Airlines packet of nuts:
Instructions: open packet, eat nuts.
(have a lobotomy)

On a Swedish chainsaw:
Do not attempt to stop chain with your hands or genitals.
(What is this, a home castration kit?)

On a child's Superman costume:
Wearing of this garment does not enable you to fly.
(That's right, destroy a universal childhood fantasy!)

hairy vs hairless

reminiscence of my bygone days...
times when i was 4 pounds thinner
times when my hair was 9 inches longer...
agh...
NOT TO MENTION!
times when i had hairy legs... and hairy arms..
which somehow resembles a monkey/gorilla = ape...
it's so sad... after so many years of evolution...
humans still have tonnes of hair..
all over the body, regardless of where and when...
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conclusion
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we're still hairy..
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anyways, i would like to blog about hairless-ness and hairy-ness...
why?
apparently, i am not hairless enough... LOL...
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that's where the shaver comes into the picture...
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anyways, why is it that it's OK for guys to be fucking hairy,,, but when it comes to girls, they are expected to be hairless?
hello? we're homo sapiens too!!
we DO have hair...
agh
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anyways, i read a bit about hair, apparently, since now, everyone is so open about everything, it's actually logically possible for everyone to accept hairy girls..
but too bad...
it just didn't happen...
or else, those shaver maker company would have gone out of business, eh?
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even GIRLS don't accept their hairy species.... lol...
weird eh?
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anyways, pro-s of being hairy...
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1. you won't feel cold easily
2. as much as you like furry bags and furry coats, you can now have a furry living skin!!!
3. you can easily pass of as a guy
4. no more buying shaving products
5. need i say more?
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pro-s of being hairless
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1. smooth smooth skin.. like really smooth... until you can't stop touching your arms everytime you finish shaving
2. errr.. that's all???
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but the thing is.. when you shave off all your hair in your arms and legs,
when you enter a fully air-conditioned room,,,
y.o.u. a.r.e g.o.n.n.a. b.e. s.o. d.e.a.d!
like seriously...
you will freeze to death..
like the coldness will be multiplied by ten!
serious..
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anyways, i think hairless girls are hot..
hairy girls, wel, not really...
LOL
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honestly, i find making this post meaningless... lol... anyways...
nights...
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xoxo
michi

life just hit rock bottom

some idiotic guy just told me he started studying...
suddenly, i felt a big PANG on my face...
i felt the urge to study now....
really...
i think i should really study now..
my grades are slipping... lower and lower day by day...
what is happening to me?
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btw, i am still very behind in my huge stack of homework...
procrastinator bitch!
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wish me luck?
nah, i know you won't...
you evil sadistic self-centered bastard/bitches

xoxo
michi

omg,....
i'm so effing in LOVE with
APOCALYPTICA!
serious... symphonic metal has never been so enticing...
four cello-ist playing metal with CELLOS!!!
like hello? how many bands do you see doing that?
omfg!!!
btw, i just realised i have a wide and diverse array of music that i listen to...
from pop to rock to death metal to symphonic metal to metal...
yeah i know..
LOADS of METAL!
gah... am i weird???

~legging whore...

seriously, i think i'm in love with leggings now!
especially those in striking colours!

aren't leggings pretty?
who cares if i end up with weird coloured legs!!!
they are unique...

anyways, this post is just an excuse for me to post pics... will properly update about it later...
bones are hot, arent they?
nah... fats and bones are hotter!!! haha

xoxo
michi

birthday loves...

happy bday lu ee!!!
haha.. can get your driver's license already babe!!! haha..
but i dont!!!
*hint hint*
lol...~
anyways, the food was great, the place was great, the people were great.
that's that...
haha... great conclusion right?
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btw, i just realised a HUGE thing about me!!! i think i'm a he/she!
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did you see it???
*swt*
i meant, did you see my penis? like really?

oh gosh, it erected!!!
F.U.C.K!!!
omg, what happened? i remembered i WAS STILL a girl since i was born...
gah!!!
so sad...
anyways, the b'day dinner was great...& FUNNY TOO!!!
especially the laughing part..
why why why???
lol..
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situation = there were a bunch of korean ppl sitting in the opposite table and were laughing their asses off over something stupid. so we decided to laugh louder than them.
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everyone laughed in our table... EXCEPT FOR ME!!! since i'm such a blurcase.
after they laughed, i just got back to reality and laughed super loud... and super fake..
it was like this.
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everyone = hahahahahaha!!!
me = hah??? oh! HAHA!
everyone = stares at me... then laughed!!!
me = just laughed together with them...
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everyone looked at me... and started laughing...
*it was funny, trust me... *
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conclusion = let's just say the korean dudes and dudettes stopped laughing after that.... LOL!!!
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omg, a few hours prior the dinner, me, ren, and lu went out shopping..
manda panda called it mental torture...
i called it well, mental torture... *lame*
ren = you know why, right???
haha
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amanda ditched us to be with her friend.... and left three of us alone...
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anyways, we went to the premier toilets or sth in klcc...
and camwhored...
*sendiri perasan camwhored with lu's camera*
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lu was almost ripped off because of the pink pouch in STILA
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me and ren got free tin cans
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i changed from black to blue leggings because the black one tore off
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SKANK ALERT!!! ***
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pssst! everyone wore heels except me and manda and phui ping... sobs.



haha... i was well, out of place...
this was what i wore!

this was what everyone wore!
lol? misfit, right? oh well, at least i was different???... :(
lol...
anyways... love ya lu!!!

xoxo,
michi,...

OMFG!!! i think i'm crazy

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Disorder:	High
Schizoid Disorder:	Low
Schizotypal Disorder:	High
Antisocial Disorder:	High
Borderline Disorder:	Moderate
Histrionic Disorder:	High
Narcissistic Disorder:	High
Avoidant Disorder:	Moderate
Dependent Disorder:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	Low
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! -- -- Personality Disorders --

i feel so down these days...
where are those hyper times?
-sobs-
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it seems that 78 for chem is not enough.
it seems that 79 for bm is not enough.
it seems it was never enough.
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i need to study.
need to do more.
need to push myself harder.
gah.
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wish me luck?
nah, i know you won't.
who would?
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besides, everyone is helping no one but themselves.
that's how the human mind operates.
isolating other people.
focusing only on yourself.
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gah.
haha!!!
ok.. need to quit emo-ing.
i'm not good in this.

~gloomy craze!

omfg! aren't gloomy bears fucking cute?
they are like the epitome of sadistic cuteness...
ok... gloomy bears were created by it's creator MORI CHAK as an antithesis because mr. MORI CHAK believes that animals were not meant to be soft toys and it's their nature to be wild and evil...

the story behind gloomy bear..

gloomy bear was adopted by pity boy when he was just a cub.. when gloomy bear grows up, it attacks pitty boy eventhough he was IT's owner....
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omg.. so sad, right?
omg. gloomy bears are a total craze in japan...
but i dont see them in malaysia, weird enough...
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so far, the only person who actualy heard of the term gloomy bear is me and???
oh yeah... no one!
*babi celaka*









they are effing cute la!!!but cant' be bought.. they are only sold as prizes.. in those arcade games..
where they are in this huge plastic box.. and u must skillfully coordinate the "handmachine with steel fingers" to grab the bear... and stuff...


they are effing cute i tell you!!!


LOL!!!
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michi

~just came back from ipoh...
gah... i feel fat...
i feel tired..
got to sleep...

oh... i love my hp... makes me look thin when im not
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xoxo.
michi